Still get hang-ups with working and I'm in the verge of giving up, and the only thing that makes me catch my breath for sometime is again my hunny. It took awhile before this new post became feasible because I’m so busy with work. hahaha. it's been three weeks and there is no change with how I feel about being employed, I just miss chilling at home thinking of nothing at all except where to get some money to buy the things I like. Well that’s the best part of working the pay day. Anytime soon I’ll be having my first ever paycheck or cash don’t know.
I’m tired, burden, and physically incapable to go to work the next day. I’m not having the best time of working; maybe I’m too strained thinking of how other may prejudge me. Yeah, it’s true that we cannot please everybody and I’m not that kind of person kissing others a**es just for them to like me. And that’s a problem for my type of job because I need to learn to coordinate and communicate to all the people who are involve to the care plan of our patients. Anyways, I have no control of what my next step will be, or maybe not maybe Google ad sense can help me earn enough so that I can be my own boss.
Although exhausted with being employed, I just make myself touch the ground to humble myself with my new beginnings for the pay day. for me it’s the best part of having an occupation, receiving the salary I deserved. Ha…. I can’t even think of anything good about this…. It’s too strenuous… I should have embraced every moment of being in the comfort my home…
Life may seem to give us challenges for us to grow and be a better person. This may seem hard for me but I’m learning, I’m being pushed to the edge of my worst and still it gives me the sense of success. Later, with sufficient time by my side I will be able to defy all this things and be the person that I will be. And when that time comes, you (reading this) will be there to cheer with me. : )
